Seth Elliott's MindSay Blog

Hey,what's up :()

neversoftsk8er — 2004-09-30T08:09:39-05:00

What's up every body.Well not to much here just woke up and trying to get up and about ya know.

I am still prettyy out of it so if i make any misstakes umm........well.....i dunno just bear with me i guess.

But just to let every body know i am going to 2 big concerts. One the lynard skynard, dueby brothers

The second staind , shine down , and velvete revolver...

The dates are october 9th and october 20th,

i am so pumped for the 2.....

man....well its 7:09 in the a.m. and i am still half awake.:}sooo.......umm......well.......i am getting paid today yahehehahayepea!!!!!

im soooooooo........happy!

lol

But anywaay's i am going to have to go until next time....

And on that note we cue the music

Peace out!!!

Seth

PS:Every body have a good day.Atleast better than mine......-.-

Later.

Man am i having fun........

neversoftsk8er — 2004-10-03T01:10:12-05:00

Hey ,well today they had something going on called old timer's day.

So i desided that i was going to go and cheak it out.My friends were like (You got to come, if u dont i will kick your ass).lol.

But anyways....first i listened to some music they had playing there.

Not half bad either.

Then i ran into a bunch of my friendsand we started to play hacky sack...then me and my friends and some new ones,started danceing.....

it was fun we had a blast..

well that about rap's it up soooo.......ohh and befor i forget, my new job is going great....So until next time then.....

later

Seth

Yoooo!!!!!!

neversoftsk8er — 2004-10-05T08:10:46-05:00

I got sick the other day.It was a 24 hour stomach virus.Damn those viruses.Well i am all better now and feeling great.Can't wait until

umm.... october 9 red river shoot out!!!!OU VS. Texas......

And texas sucks, no offence to anyone.well thats it for now later.

Dunn daa daa.....

neversoftsk8er — 2004-10-07T08:10:33-05:00

Just got out of the shower and now i am a little more awake then i was when i woke up. I am trying to find a front driver side fender for my blazer. Man is it hard . I mean every where i look they dont have one.

It is really starting to piss me off...But its still driveable but i dont really trust driveing it. Because the fender that is smashed is kinda rubbing against the tire. Well i guess i will just keep looking.

Well i hope bush gets kicked out of office......The way he has handled things is just terrible. Im sorry it is.For one, the way he took us into iraq was not right.I mean sending in the reseves in there instead of the regular army or navy or well u get my point....I hope? well and number 2, why in the hell are we still over there?Ya know.I will tell ya why bush is over

there to get the oil thats all.Well i better stop know befor i right a book or something....

peace be with you.

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neversoftsk8er — 2004-10-08T12:10:34-05:00

Just sittin around.....tonight i am going to a highschool football game should be fun. well have to wait and see.tomorrows a big day OU VS. Texas. Man now thats going to be fun.My prediction is somewhere around 58-3. OU of course.Hey jakob i need help.Final fantasy 9 how do i get to the outer continent.OHH.Hey amanda whats up.Well i better go befor i get in trouble peace out.

(Help me under stand myself)

neversoftsk8er — 2004-10-10T10:10:18-05:00

Just woke up...(yawn...)Well i am exosted for some reason.I went over to a friends house yesterday and whatched the OU VS. TEXAS game.

Hey has anybody had 2 friends and they dislike each other very much.and they both ask u to go somewhere with them and u dont know which one to go with..I mean which one do i choose.I am sooo.... Confused...This is really eating at me.Well i dont know what i am going to do.

In other news OU won...YAAhoooo!!!!.....My exgirlfriend called me the other day and said she was going to come by and see me sunday.well i dont know if thats a good thing or bad thing well have to wait and see(lol).

It would be nice to see her again though.I think i am going to go to the movies today and see a couple of them.dont know which ones yet.Its raining now.How nice...I think i will go out side and play some football or skate.

If ony there was a way.....

neversoftsk8er — 2004-10-13T08:10:27-05:00

Well this morning has started out pretty good.Couldnt get any sleep last night.I dont know why either... Ohh well todays a new day i am just a little tierd.I wounder what amanda's doing.The election is coming up pretty soon and i finally get to vote this year.Well like thats anything to be excited about.I just want bush out of there.I also get paid friday and i think i am going to take a couple friends to this haunted wear house...

I think it will be fun.In a couple weeks my blazer will be taged and insured so i can drive it.I started to think about this past year last night and it has been ok i guess could of been better.Earlyer this year i was rear ended by a simi truck.My cousin was driving and i was in the passenger seat.We were in a 85 chevy bazer 2 door with a jimmy back.It started to make me think after that day that i should have died.And this would have been the third time i have cheated death...But it made me think...That as fast as we give life... it can be taken away. I really dont remember much of the crash but i do no that the seat belt i was wearing broke during the crash.That was the biggest thig that happend to me this year.Well it looks like winter is just around the corner and i dont know if i am ready.Ohh well its not for me to deside when it comes and goes. Friday is a big rivelry game.Jones VS. Luther that will be fun.hope today goes good .

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neversoftsk8er — 2004-10-19T01:10:49-05:00

I am feelin really good right now, becausei just picked up two tickets to the STAIND, Velvet Revolver,and shine down concert.Its tomorrow.I am takeing my friend jakob and hopefullf my other friend amanda.I am so pumped though because the last time staind came to oklahoma was 2 years ago and i had tixs to go but had to work the night of the show (Sigh's...)Well i wont miss this one.Plus its a three for one deal well really 6 but the other 4 bands i havnt even heard of one of them is named the burdon brothers.but this is going to be awesome.Well in other news i just went out and bought the new formatted ps2.Its smaller and thinner.The one i bought i think it has a glitch or some thing because the load time is insainly slow.but its weird to because i can fit it in my pocket imagian that huh....

i am going to have to call sony and tell them and see what they say.any body who is experinceing the same problems or related problems let me know....please..thanks

...Rock N Roll...

neversoftsk8er — 2004-10-21T01:10:27-05:00

Well went to the staind, Velvet Revolver, and Shine Down Concert.It was AWESOME!!!!!!!Got to go meet staind and hang out back stage.Man i wish last night would of went on forever...It was so intence.Man i loved it.Wish all yall could of been there with me.Ohh also meet a band called the burdon brothers...there cool and they rock, Meet push madilen To there new but they know how to rock let me tell ya.Staind kicked ASS.Shine down put on a good show to, there cool.Velvet Revolver they rocked..Slash tore it up!!!GO SLASH!!!!!WOOHOO!!...YA!Rock On!!!There where lots of moshes .yaaaaaa....And people getting tossed around onto of the crowd...Hell ya i was one of them..

TO BE CONTINUED:

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neversoftsk8er — 2004-10-27T01:10:26-05:00

Well its the middle of the week and nothin to do except sit around and watch tv and stuff.Sat.I am supposed to go to a halloween party over at a friends house and i will probly go but i will have to see....because i might get dragged into going somewhere else but i think i will proble go to ny friends party sat. night.Bedlem's coming up and can't wait!!!!!!!!For those of you who are clueless to the bedlem game......No offence.Its OU VS. OSU.....Oklahoma Univarsity VS Oklahoma state Univarsity.That game is Saterday at 11 a.m. ..whoaa....Early..Ohh well its worth it.OU is going to dominate OSU...(And in other news Adreain peterson is in first place for hismen)...theres parties happening every where and i will proble be going to a few well later

This is Uncalled for...Urrrgh...... Psycho 'art')

neversoftsk8er — 2004-10-28T12:10:37-05:00

Psycho 'art'

Bloody Hell!!!!What does she think shes doing.This is uncalled for.What did those poor animals ever do to her...Mabey somebody should do the same thing to her her and see how she likes it....This pisses me off.I cant believe this...I mean why would any body want to hurt a poor defenceless animals.Ya know... Some body needs to stop her and put her in her place...URRRRRRRGHHH!!!!!

What she is doing soooooooooo wrong.

Poor ..Poor..Poor Animals...I am very sad right now but at the same time very very very pissed off...urrrrgh..I better go befor i have a heart attack .....or ...something..

Click here to see what im talking about...

Link to samples of the exhibit (warning! offensive content): http://www.wetterlinggallery.com/archive/nathalia/nathalia_main.htm

The Wetterling Gallery's Justification of her work:
http://www.wetterlinggallery.com/newsletter/newsletter.htm

*****Link to the petition against her:
http://www.thepetitionsite.com/takeaction/853089392?ts=1098982369&sign[partner_userID]=960876473&sign[memberID]=960876473&sign[partnerID]=1

Look here.....Humm.....

neversoftsk8er — 2004-11-01T11:11:38-05:00

Whats the first thing you think of when you see this?Art Work by Megan H.

San Andreas

neversoftsk8er — 2004-11-10T04:11:01-05:00

I Got San Andreas the other day and it kickes ass...No dought about it.

Life is but a never ending story....

neversoftsk8er — 2004-11-16T01:11:59-05:00

Just sittin around enjoying the sound of the rain fall....its so peaceful...I almost have my running now...just a few more thing and its done...insurence,tags,and a tail pipe and muffler....thats all thats left...cant wait...its an oldere modle but i like it...its a 92' chevy s10 tahoo with 4-weel drive......Thank god for 4-weel drive's....well thanksgiveing is almost here...i dont know if thats a good thing or a bad thing....i will have to wait and find out.i think i will go to the movies this week.....fun..

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neversoftsk8er — 2004-11-17T01:11:31-05:00

went and got a new MP3 Player today its awesome....also i got a new pair of head phones...my old ones shorted out...Bummer..i liked those pair to..but i think my new ones r better.I also got A new ps2 game: KillZone....this game is awesome....the graphics for this game are just sweet.Well its 12:19 a.m.

and its raining....

crap everywhere...

neversoftsk8er — 2004-11-21T09:11:24-05:00

Well dale Jr. didnt win the championship...Damn you edwards...well theres always next year. speaking of disappointments, We got kicked out of the playoffs last night..against a team called heritage hall...AKA damn Cake Eaters.... Well all for now later.

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neversoftsk8er — 2004-11-23T01:11:59-05:00

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boredom all over the place

neversoftsk8er — 2004-11-24T06:11:02-05:00

if you can't tell, i'm really bored right now. want an example? Okay. here's a picture of me in my beanie.

and, now... introducing.... ROBIN HOOD SETH!!!

I STEAL FROM THE RICH, AND SELL TO THE POOR!

see? told ya i was bored. i'm out. hopefully yall aren't as bored as i am.

DAMN Peper Spray!!!

neversoftsk8er — 2004-11-30T01:11:56-05:00

Sunday,November the 28.....In new york city,at a Toys R US....Sombody went in to one of the elavaters,and make note that there were 8 other people in there as well.....So this person...S/he...desides to set off some

Pepper Spray

inside the elevater.....Three people had to go to critacal care and the rest just have very irratated eyes right now...
The police are looking at the vidio types right now to try and find out who did it.
No luck it seem's so far...
But what i want to know is Why in the hell would you set off pepper spray in an elevater....
what a dumb assAnd who did it...
Well i hope they catch s/he real soon beacause this is just not cool..

Well thats all for now ....i will be posting Updates on this issue...when ever there is one...

Damn Pepper Spray =(

neversoftsk8er — 2004-12-02T04:12:28-05:00

Well heres an update on the pepper spray incidend:(

(New York -WABC, November 28, 2004) -- Police are reviewing video camera footage to find out who discharged pepper spray inside the Times Square Toys-R-Us store during the busy shopping weekend.

The store was filled with customers when it happened around 3:15 p.m., on one of the busiest shopping days of the year. Nearly two dozen people were treated for eye and throat irritation and five people were taken to the hospital. The building had to be emptied.

Firefighter Kevin Nolan said five people were taken to St. Vincent's Hospital and 17 others were treated at the scene or refused medical attention. Two people were released from the hospital within a few hours while one remained for further treatment, said Marlene Bloom, a spokeswoman for St. Vincent's.

Shoppers say they first smelled rotten eggs and then everything happened very quickly.

Chrissy Wells, Shopper: "It was just in one area, and then it spread a little. Then we heard someone say something about pepper spray and everyone was coughing, sneezing and choking. Then they started to clear everybody out.

Despite a lot of discomfort, Eyewitness News is told no one was seriously injured. Shoppers were let back into the store after about an hour, enough time for firefighters to ventilate the building.

Susan McLaughlin, a spokeswoman for Toys R Us, said the incident was under investigation but declined to elaborate. "We are cooperating fully with the police," she said.

Here's a link to WABC news channel 7 in New York

Link To Images of Pepper Spray incident

Link to Watch Vidio Footage Of incident....
All credit goes to WABC NEWS in new york for this great story:)
Well thats all for now....

WHATS THIS!!!

neversoftsk8er — 2004-12-07T09:12:11-05:00

Well i heard this from my friend jakob That some idiots have game with the goal of recreating the JFK assassination. You play as lee harvey Oswald. your trying to recreat the shooting as closly as possible to how it actualy happend. I dont know about you all but me...i am very outraged...ahhhh....Damn this pisses me off.
here is a link to the game's web site.
I plan on starting a Petition to stop Distribution of this game. I will post a link here when its ready...soon though.
Here is a link to the petitionit will take only 30 secs to sign.thanks
well i just want to say that i am very offended by this because why would you want to recreate the assassination of the man who helped keep the world from Nuclear War..Also started our special forces A.k.a Green beret.Well thats all for now.

Well its almost the "New Year" .....yay...

neversoftsk8er — 2004-12-22T01:12:24-05:00

Well my weekend went good. Friday, I went to a christmas party with some friends.We played pool and me, jakob, and justin all played qustion's,like off of who's line is it AnyWay's It was AWESOME...Saterday went GOOD, I went to a Collective Soul concert saterday,and let me tell yeah was GREAT. I went with 4 of my friends...Jenny,Justin,julie, and Jakob.Then after the concert, we went to sonic and got somthing to eat. And this sonic was huge it was about a 3 story building i think? But anyways,we orderd our food waited 5 mins..then this guy came out with our food.he gave it to us then out of no where he starts talking about how he is in jail right now but they allow him to come work here at sonic at nights...Me and my friends are like oooookaaay.....Then Sunday i went to another Christmas party... with Julie, Justin, and Jenny...that went Great.. We were going to play twister but i guess they forgot about it...so me and some other guys played hack. Well thats about it...its now Wednesday,and I am going shopping today to finish up my Christmas shopping up...fun fun stuff..well thats bout it...:)

What would you do???

neversoftsk8er — 2004-12-23T01:12:16-05:00

I have a qustion to ask every one.....

If you love someone would you move with them or move where they are????

New Years

neversoftsk8er — 2004-12-29T01:12:15-05:00

Well the new year is almost here and there is so much that has happend this year...Some stuff good, Some bad....And then some that are weird,Unexplainable or just...ummm.....i dunno i cant think of a word that best fits that right now..so ohh well...I am currently starting to write down most of the stuff that has happend to me this year.I plan on posting it on here when i get done with it.Well i dont know exactally when it will be done but it wont be that long...I Hope...Well tonight its the alamo bowl...YAAAAY...Ohio State VS. Oklahoma State....I am routing for Ohio state...Go buckeyes...lolThe only way i see oklahoma state standing a chance is if they think of some kind of way to stop Ohio States defense...Which will be very hard also they have to stop there offense to...i think it will be a good game will have to wait and see:(
In other news: There was a big Earth Quake the other day..i am sure most of you heard about it....the one that was a 9.0 or higher...It was so massive it caused a couple sunamies...over 76,000 people are dead and still lots mising...they think that the death toll might reach 100,000..OMG!!!Thats horriable.....Well i and some other fellow oklahomains have started a fund for all the people and familes that were involved in that tradgic earthquake-tsunamie...I am donating some things that i dont use or cloths that i dont even wear anymore to help them out...I will give a link to the whole story here.
Click here to read more on this incident.
Well that Earth Quake also shuck the Earth off its axis a little to
...WOOOOOOOOOW...
Now whats going to happen...Only time will tell i guess.So Hope every one had a good Christmas and have a good New Years to.

And thats the way the Cookie Crumbles...:)

New Years....YAY?

neversoftsk8er — 2004-12-30T01:12:40-05:00

Heres an update on my last post: Well the death toll is at 115,000 now. The bad thing is that it is still going:(.
In other News: Ohio State
WON!!!
The Alamo Bowl last night. The final score was 33-7 Ohio State. And the only reason oklahoma state scored 7 is because ohio state had there 3rd and 4th stringers in thier. Oklahoma scored towards the end of the forth quater...I cant wait now for the OU VS. USC Game....I am going for
OU!!!
Well thats about it...I will be updating on the Death toll and Quake it self and what ever else may happen from now to then.lol.

I am listening to:Alice in Chains

*If you ever do anything for me, please let this be it.*
1) Go to this link.Click here please On the right side you will see a narrow box that says Top News. 2) Vote for "The disappearances of Maura Murray and Brianna Maitland" ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Brianna (VT) and Maura (NH) have been missing for almost a year. The cases are losing coverage. We NEED to win this poll. PLEASE.

Well....I dont know?

neversoftsk8er — 2005-01-04T01:01:31-05:00

Well Things have changed for me kinda i am going to india...And i will be helping cleaqn up all that that the damn tsunami destroyed...Its the least i think i could do..the red cross is sending me and some riends over there...I will leave in like a week.I am going to find out how long i will be gone today.Well i am very tierd right now been up for almost 24hours straight....damn...i need sleeeeeeep...But i cant sleep ..I am sleep depribed ..damnnit..it sucks.Well the fed ex orange bowl is tonight...and guess what...we are getting an ice storm here in OKLAHOMA!!!!!!!!THIS is OUTRAGOUS really IT is....WE never GET any KIND of WINTER here..This auoght to be interesting....ALL i have to say is if this ice storm knocks off the game i will be pissed...

MindSayBot Update

neversoftsk8er — 2005-01-09T10:01:59-05:00

I just wanted to let every one know my new Aim SN is now Demonacon120
Thank you and good night

Whats life with out Risk.....

neversoftsk8er — 2005-01-11T12:01:28-05:00

Freeze!!!!

METAL GEAR SOLID 3: SNAKE EATER Got to love it

What the!!!!!!!

neversoftsk8er — 2005-01-11T03:01:42-05:00

If you plant bird seeds will birds grow?
I have gone to find the Awnser....

MindSayBot Update

neversoftsk8er — 2005-01-14T11:01:39-05:00

Well looks like i will have my blazer finally fixed with in a week..so thats good and i am excited to:-)Also that ice storm wasnt that bad those damn weater men or women dont know what the hell there talkin about..Its the only job you can be wrong and still get paid for it...Well catch yall later

Cheak This OUT!!!

neversoftsk8er — 2005-01-16T08:01:53-05:00

Moogle Galore!!!

neversoftsk8er — 2005-01-24T08:01:22-05:00

I am Happy!!!!! :)

neversoftsk8er — 2005-01-26T12:01:25-05:00

Well I have a Girl friend now and her name is Elizabeth and she is soo AWESOME....She is beautiful, intellagent good sence of humar very very good personality.....and i love her Smile its like i could be haveing the worst day and then i either talk to her or see her and it all goes away:) Shes the best thing thats ever happend to me... And as long as she is happy i am happy:).

Lifes GREAT!!!

neversoftsk8er — 2005-02-07T12:02:47-05:00

Well This past week has been awesome. Me and Elizabeth are doing great and things look good. The SUPER BOWL on the other hand wend bad....But ohh well next year maybe...DAMN Patriots...But anyways me and Elizabeth are doing great we went and saw a couple movies the other day..they were ...Hide and Seike...And...Bogey man...Me Elizabeth ,Jakob, Kylie, and some other friends went to see bogey man....It was ok...Not all what it was highpt up to be.Me and Elizabeth also went bowling a couple days ago to...she won...Well that about raps it up so until next time laters.....I LOVE YOU ELIZABETH :)

Well Life is Fantastic!!!

neversoftsk8er — 2005-03-19T09:03:27-05:00

Its only 9 days untill One of the best dang concerts Ever!!!...Cant wait and i am taking my very Beautiful Girl Friend Elizabeth To the concert with me...It will be her First Concert and I know she will love it...I cant wait either...Also In 19 Days i turn 19...wOOt...wOOt...On April, 8th that is...Cant wait for that either...I am going to have a GOOD Time...
Well in other news: Fight Night Round 2 Just hit stores every where and i for one and siked about it. Fight Night 2004 Was just soo awesome and now reading up on the New features on round 2 Whoa...You now can throw heymakers and at the end of each round when you return to your corner you now act as your manager and can clean and heal up your own wounds...with all the new features this game is freaking awesome!!!...In other news: I have been playin " Conkers Bad Fur Day "...Its on N64 And is a freaking Bad arse game...it has one of the best boss battles ever...You are in a mountain made intierly of poo. And the boss Is a giant opra singing pile of poo. I recomend it to every one 16 and over...This game is really sweet and i know most of every one will enjoy it...
Well I am thinking about my Girl Friend right now...I really MISS her...She is at her dads right now, she has been gone since wendsday and she will be back tomorrow... Which will be a sunday...I cant wait to see her. She is really amazing in so many ways its unexplainable :)... Shes all i think about and i am lovin it :).One of the things i love about her is her SMILE, Another is her personality, Its perfect and every time i am around her or see her, it just makes me soo happy!!! My main goal is to keep her happy :)...because if she is happy i am happy...
I could be having the worst day possiable and just the sound of her voice takes all that away and makes it better. She is also a very good artist...She has a very rare talent and that is great... I have been told the same thing but she is much better than i am. And what she has is a gift. Its a rare gift at that. The things she can draw or paint is just soo AMAZING... I will have to Show all of you some of the work she has done. They really are pieces or ART. I cant wait until tomorrow, Me and Elizabeth are going to go over to my house and probable watch either "The Rocky Horror Picture Show" or "The Forgotten"... Or this Both :)...Also our 2 month aniversery is coming up in 6 days, March 25th. I Remember the first time i saw her was december 14th, 2004. I remember it like it was yesterday. You know i am soooo lucky to have her... Sometimes i wander Why me out of every one she could of had what made me differant? What was so specail about me that i deserve such a wounderful women like her? I dont have the answers yet, but maybe one day i will... All i know is that i love her soo much and thats all that matters, and i know she loves me two. She is really one of a kind and i am so greatfull i have her. Ever since i First met her my life has been so much better i dont know where to start telling you about it. Well i guess you get what i am saying. She has really brightend my life up. Befor i met Elizabeth My life was Horriable and i was in a very deep state of depression and lonly. You see befor i moved to jones i lived in Norman Oklahoma and i had just got out of a very bad relationship and i put myself through hell because of it. I really dont know why. I just did. I regret it soo much but I am not going to go into story on what happend in that realationship, But ElizabethHas Changed all of that now and it is just a part of my past. All i can do now is look towards the Future. And only time will tell. So Elizabeth If you Are Reading this I just want you to know that i love you SOOO much and that With out you i would be miserable and very depressed. I LOVE YOU ELIZABETH, and thank you for giving me a chance...I will see you tomorrow baby...love yea.

I LOVE YOU ELIZABETH

Sleep=what!???

neversoftsk8er — 2005-04-06T10:04:19-05:00

My birthday is this friday and i will be 19..wOOt wOOt!!! Cant wait....aight stop....... Pajama time.
I LOVE YOU ELIZABETH!!!

Well today was a blast:-)

neversoftsk8er — 2005-05-14T11:05:05-05:00

Well today was interesting....first off..
I went to the ( Matt Hoffman Crazy BMX feast today here in oklahoma city) with my 2 best friends

Josh....and jakob We met and got atographs from Matt Hoffman....I got my shirt signed and my friend Josh got his deck signed...heheh...Then after we left the BMX thing we went to a friends birthday party......this was interesting.....Cause i met this chic that i knew off mindsay ther at the party...and how the conversation got started on blogs i dont know but ohh well right?..well any who..she was all trippin out as well were we and i found out i all ready knew here from mindsay so it was kinda weird..but she deleted her blog but she has others now...well it was just weird...but cool...so after that i went home and the house was empty and i waas all alone:-(..Ohh well i am just chilllin right now....well i would like to just say... good times good times... well that about raps it up for now laters every one

Walk to help CURE Diabetes

neversoftsk8er — 2005-05-20T02:05:02-05:00

OK well this saterday i am doing a walk to help cure diabetes..One of the reasons for it is cause MY best friend Jakob , And my Mom both have Diabetes..and I asking all you fellow bloggers if you could help me raise some money to help the fight tofind a cure for Diabetes... Even if its .50 cents or $5.00 dollars it helps..my goal for this year is $100.00 dollars...here is the link tothepage where you can donate or even particapate in one of these walks your self..
WAlk to help cure Diabetes...Well i am looking forward to your help and thank you so much.

This has been a good week for me:-)

neversoftsk8er — 2005-05-28T03:05:32-05:00

Well my best friend JakobGraduated thursday..congrats man...well that night i went with a friend of mine to a party with my friend amanda... had fun then got home friday at like 1:30 and wished my dad a happy birthday and made him a nice Big Cake and it was soooooo good!!!! My Gf elizabeth Came over friday to and we spent the day togather until she had to go to her friends graduation.That was at about 6:30 somtin like that after she left i had some smack ramen and it was flipin awesome...Then hopped online and chatted with my friends and now i am here writing in my blog at 2:17 in the freakin mourning ..ohh well i barly get sleep anywho cause of my sleep depravation curse..ohh well i will live...well My Gf went to her dads for the weekend and ever since she left at ^:30 i cant stop thinkin about her we have been togather for 4 months and 2 days and still going strong..i really love her and have never felt this way towards any other women and things just keep getting better...well i really miss her and i cant wait till she gets back sunday...Well in other news this is shocking, i am feeling tired....OMG About freakin time...well i am off to bad and hopefully have some good dreams:-P..but befor i go i would like to just say this to ELIZABETH...I love you and miss you and i will see you sunday...LOVE YOU ELIZABETH!!!

Good night every one.................................................

ACCEPTED!!!!!!!...

neversoftsk8er — 2005-06-14T09:06:10-05:00

I just made a new theme and it got accepted.i am so happy :-D...its my first theme ever in CSS...It wasnt that hard really so i dont know why every one is telling me how hard css is...Its not that hard ..ohh well i guess i am just cool...well i would like every one to chek it out to see what yall think ...ok here it is
Click here to see my new theme
Tell me what you think of it..well in other news Pink Floyd is getting back to gather for a tour.thats freakin awesome i think....cant wait....well other than that i am doing great, me and elizabeth are doing great too....well one of my friends arnt doing that great and i am tring to help him out as much as i can..well other than that i have been ok i hope every one like my theme please tell me what you think....laters

the 2005 NBA Finals!!!

neversoftsk8er — 2005-06-22T08:06:56-05:00

Well its seems the san antonio spurs are giving the pistons a good fight..its down to the seventh game and its a nail bitter....I am so Excited..My money is on the Pistons...All though i really think it will be a close game....the game is tomorrow,thursday at 7:30 pm central on ABC. I cant wait..this is going to be a good game...And i am tired of people telling me how the spurs are going to blow away the pistons...it is really starting to piss me off. I mean in game six the spurs had all ready planed a parade for thursday...Now isnt that just over doing it a little..you see they went and did that and then l;ost game six so there is no parade...the jumped the gun and paid for it. Well all i can do now is wait till tomorrow and see what unfolds ...i know it will be a good game and will be down to the last seconds...well...i cant wait...GOOO PISTONS!!!
In other news..elizabeth will be back on sunday and that is good she has been gone for a while now..she had to stay a week at her dads so yea..buit other then that i am doing ok..it sucks she isnt here...but i will live i guess..:-(..I have my friends that is somtin to look forward to..Yay!!!! go Friends..Well I am just chillin right now and thinkin of what kind of theme i want to make now..well it will eventually hit me..hey if any one gots any ideas for any theme's let me know ok....

I really miss you elizabeth and want you to know that i LOVE YOU SOOOO MUCH....I hope you are doing good well i will catch all you fellow mindsayers later buhbi and i love you elizabeth............

Do you Feel the Same?

neversoftsk8er — 2005-07-12T01:07:05-05:00

...Does any one else feel the same,
Just put your fists up and Vent the pain...

"General Quality"?

neversoftsk8er — 2005-08-02T08:08:07-05:00

Ok, i made i a new theme like a week ago and mindsay looked at it and now they rejected it for one reason only. And i quote:
"Rejected: general quality"
So i wanted all of you to take a look at it and tell me what you might think that means. here's a link to it ---->Clickity click
So let me know what you guys think they could mean by "General Quality". Thank you all so much.

I am finally back

neversoftsk8er — 2005-08-26T10:08:24-05:00

Well i havnt been able to update latly for a couple of reasons
I am going to Eastern Oklahoma Technology center here in oklahoma for web page design. I am there from 8:20am-2:40pm and then i am going to G.E.D classes there 3 days a week. Monday, Wednesday, Friday's.

So yea i have a full schedual. But its ok i can do it. I am going to try and get a job here soon and then a car. YAY!!!. A car. So yeah i cant wait for that.
So other than that my friend, Jakob is going through a rough time right now and if you would like to know about what just go to his blog. Give him some support if you all would.Try and cheer him up. We are all here for you jakob and you know if you ever need anything i am right here man.

In an totally unrealated note: FOOTBALL Season is finally freakin here!!!!!
I am so freakin siked up. So yeah..Ummm..well i am so blah anywho back on track
I am doing good and me and my gf are doing great and thats just wonderfull. And school is going good to. So i just wanted to let all of you kniow i am still alive and doing well so i think i am back and will be making some interesting posts in the future. laters

Friends?

neversoftsk8er — 2005-09-01T02:09:52-05:00

Ok so i have been going to the vo-tech as you all know. I got elected Vice president of the BPA. Which stands for Business Professionals of America.The votes were close. They voted 3 times 2 of the times were ties the final count..........Seth:8 votes.......Whitney:7 votes. Its cool. I have a lot of responsability now and i am going to do my best to serve the BPA.
In other news: I still havent recieved a call from a certain friend.
other than that i am excited about being Vice President. Its awesome i really didnt think i was going to win but hey you never know i guess....heheh.Well for one of our class projects at the vo-tech we have to create a Fake Company web site and mine is just about done. The site it self is done i am just filling in all text. So when i get it copleted i will put a link to it up here for all of you to see. Also i am doing a site for a business. So thats some extra money for me. I need a computer though so i can work on all of this at home. :( I am tring to find one. other than that i am doing fine and all well.. I am havimng fun In my web page design class. Made alot of new friends and am loving it. I miss one inperticular friend though :(. Well i have to get back to work so i will talk to yall later. peace out .

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neversoftsk8er — 2005-09-09T02:09:37-05:00

Ok here is my opinion on this whole ordeal about New Orleans on who should have came to the rescue first.
The State Government or the Federal Government?
In my opinion the State Government should have came to the rescue because,
New Orleans for one, its in the state of Louisiana and another i feel that a states government should do all they can first for the situation at hand. And then if they cant handle it ask for help or bring in some one else.
Now my opinion on the Federal Government
I believe that the federal government should not be called in first for state emergency's, i feel that they should be called in when the states them selves cant handle it. Because the federal government does not just watch over one/certain states they watch over all 50.
And thats my opinion on that. Another thing i dont get about New Orleans. Why and the heck are they stealing and killing people over all this. Why i say that is here in oklahoma when we have our tornadoes and they destroy our houses and businesses you dont see us steeling and killing people over it. We go help them salvage there stuff, and help clean up. Now why cant they do that. Anyways that has been puzzleing me for awhile. I would like to know what you all think about this.

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neversoftsk8er — 2005-09-16T03:09:16-05:00

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Friends?

neversoftsk8er — 2005-10-03T02:10:40-05:00

Things here lately have been messed up. I really won't go into detail because, I really don't feel like talking about it right now. If you want to know what is going on just ask. Friends? Who are they? What are they? And Where are they?
All i have to say is this:

I feel as if i am slipping into a deep depression. One that i never would have thought i would ever see again. One that i am scared of. One that i fear.

Friends.....................................Who are they?.

OU VS. TEXAS?

neversoftsk8er — 2005-10-08T03:10:57-05:00

Well my take on this is, That if OU is going to win this game they have to play as a team. Block and Throw the ball Accurately and Run the ball efficiently. At the half the Score reads OU-6 Texas-24.. Me personaly i would like to go down there and kick me some reff Butt.:P. Mid 2nd quarter Oklahoma intercepted the ball and they called pass interferance on OU when there wasnt any. I could understand and argue holding but pass interferance NO! He didnt even touch the receiver and ran into his own guy. GERR...... Well thast basically the half update.
Adrain Perterson's ankle isn't all that well. He can sprint and cut left but cant cut right. IN my opinion he needs to be taken out of the game because he keeps limping off the field.If they keep playing him he might get hurt perminately. Thats my opinion. Well Second half started catch all of you later.

Umm...Should i even say it?

neversoftsk8er — 2005-10-08T05:10:14-05:00

Well it seems OU has lost :(..Well theres next year. OU needs alot of work this year it was there building year this year. So yeah But i cant remember the exact score so i will estimate. I Think it was ......... OU-12 TEXAS-45
So yeah. But hey like i said Next year. Its cool Ohio State plays Penn. ST. Tonight that will be a good game. I am picking Ohio State for that game. Go Buck Eyes.

Well. I had an interesting Sunday.

neversoftsk8er — 2005-10-17T03:10:46-05:00

It stated out very boreing. I got up around 9:45am and then Watched tv until about 2:30pm. Then i get a call from my grandma asking me if i would go pick up a mattress, of course i said yes. Well i found out where it was...............PRAGUE! freaking Oklahoma. About 2 hours away from where i am. On top of that i had to take it down to norman. Well I had my friend  willy with me and i took him along for the ride. Well we went to my neighbors and rode with him up there. We get there and I look at the piece of paper that they gave me with directions on it and there is no number just a name. I can't belive it. Well i had to use the phone book to look up these people and the names didn't match up. SO i called my grandma and she had a number, after i had already wasted about 15-20 mins. So after that i called the lady she told me where to go and we got the mattress.
Well we started tieing the Queen size mattress down, not to mention that the truck we were in was a little dodge pickup. So  willy and I had to sit in the back on the mattress to keep it from flying away. We desided to start giving people the Thumbs-Ups. We got alot of differant looks. Some people enjoyed it others not so much enjoyed it. But after 30 mins. went by things got more interesting for about 5 mins. A chick in a car drove up to us laughing her butt off and then took our picture. After that another girl was talking on her cell phone laughing as well, then the next car was the most interesting of them all. It was a a chick and a dude and the chick was giving her Boyfriend/Husband a blowjob. LoL..... Well that was interesting. After that things settled down but we still got some kick ass looks. Thats what it was all about, the Looks. We thats about the interesting part of the story, the rest is boring.
And now for the other half of my update:
My Girl Friend has to have surgery on her eye, Again. :( Well it will all be for the better. I plan on being there 150% of the way for her if not more, Even if that means missing school. I love her so much. I love BETH so MUCH! Love you baby! If you all would please reply to her blog and wish her good luck. Here is a link to her blog Elizabeth. Thank you.
Have a nice Fall Break.

Reposted from Nomad's/Otacon1... blog

neversoftsk8er — 2005-10-25T10:10:18-05:00

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had.

I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.

I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn’t have to always deal with society hating me.

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

*Repost this in your jounal if you believe homophobia is wrong.*

Game 4 of the World Series.

neversoftsk8er — 2005-10-26T11:10:15-05:00

Well, its game 4 of the Word Series.For thoseof you who don't know who is playing, its The: Chicago White Sox VS. Houston Astro's. It seems that the white sox have won all 3 games so far, and now its the bottom of the 9th in game 4 with the score 1-0 Sox. We need a win. Comon Stros.
Well, Thats about it for now.

Also, My nine month aniversary was Yesterday. Elizabeth and I are doing GREAT.
Thats all for now.

Russian Roulette?

neversoftsk8er — 2005-10-27T03:10:44-05:00

I was searching google today for a pic. of a camel spider, and when i found it, I found this-Russian Roulette?. This is truely horrable. I can't believe it. I mean we are trying to keep our kids from killing them selves not encourage them too. Well I want to know your takes on this. Let me know please.

Things about me you probably don't want to know but, you will now;)

neversoftsk8er — 2005-11-01T11:11:55-05:00

That's right; instead of getting some insight into what I'm thinking about, or some nice witticisms, or maybe just some good ol' sharp wit, you're instead going to learn some pointless things about me that you probably don't want to know anyways. So, um, yeah. If you don't like it, LEAVE. I'm not forcing you to read it.

Have you ever...

Smoked a cigarette - Sadley to say-Yes.:(.
Smoked a cigar – Sadley to say-Yes.:(.
Crashed a friend's car – Umm. NO!
Stolen a car – Maybe!
-Really?! - No, I played a joke on a friend and took of in his car, but returnd it.Is that conciderd stealing?

Been in love? - Yes. Definitely, and madly. I still am.:D
Been dumped? – Of course. Every one gets dumped atleast once in their life.
Done a shot? - LoL. Yes, many of them. LoL
Been fired? - Once.
Been in a fist fight – Most Definitely I have.
Snuck out of your house – Umm...........No? LoL- Yes I have.
Had feelings for someone who didnt have them back - Probably.
Been arrested – Not officially. If you want to know what happend just ask. It will proably make you laugh.
Made out with a stranger - Yes, once.
Gone on a blind date – Yes.
Lied to a friend - Yes, but I did it only to protect others from geting into a mess of trouble.
Had a crush on a teacher- No.
Skipped school - No.
Seen someone die – Yes.........:(
Been on a plane – Nope, but plan to here real soon.:).
Thrown up in a bar - No.
Done hard drugs– Depends on what your definition of Hard Drugs are. Ask if you want to know more.
Miss someone right now – Yes, I miss 2 people very much right now. My Girlfiend Elizabeth, and my Best friend Jakob.
Laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by - Hell yes I have.
Made a snow angel – Ohh Yeeeaah! LoL
Played dress up – As a child? No. As a teenager around a bunch of friends? Maybe.
Cheated while playing a game – Of course. Who hasn't?
Been lonely – Yes. Many times.
Fallen asleep at work/school – LoL. Yes.
Used a fake id - No..
Felt an earthquake – No.
Touched a snake – Yes.
Ran a red light – No, I have ran many yellow ones though. LoL
Had detention – Yes.
Been in a car accident - Yes. not while I was driving, however. Dang. I have bad luck being a passenger in cars.
Hated the way you look - Of course.
Witnessed a crime – Yes.
Been lost – What are you talking about, I am right now.
Been to the opposite side of the country - Yes.
Felt like dying - Maybe.
Cried yourself to sleep -Yes, once.
Had straight vodka - Wouldn't you like to know ;)
Karaoke - Not yet <_<
Done something you told yourself you wouldn't - Can't remember. >_>
Laughed till some kind of beverage came out of your nose - Not that I can remember.
Caught a snowflake on your tongue - Ohh yes i have. It was very tasty:P.
Kissed in the rain - Not
Sang in the shower - Maybe <_<
Made love in a park – Not yet, But i would like to some day.
Had a dream that you married someone - Yes.
Glued your hand to something - Yes I have, but Not on accident.
Got your tongue stuck to a flag pole - Not on accident.
Worn the opposite sex's clothes – Probably.
Been a cheerleader - Umm.......No!.
Sat on a roof top - Well, hell yea I have.
Talked on the phone all night - Yes, many times.
Ever too scared to watch scary movies alone - No.
Played chicken fight – Ummm... I don't know? Depends on what you mean by Chicken fight.
Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on - Can't remember.
Been told you're hot by a complete stranger – Yes. .............WTF!!! are you people thinking?
Broken a bone – Yes.
Had a 3-some? - Umm..... Maybe?. <_< If you really want to know, just ask.
Laugh so hard you cry – Of course!
Mooned/flashed someone - Umm.....LoL...I would be lieing to myself if I said no, So yes. Both actually.LoL
Cheated on a test – No.
Gorgotten someone's name – Possibly.
Been kicked out of your house – Yes. Yes I have.
Blacked out from drinking - No.
Played a prank on someone – Hell yes I have. What would Life be like with out pranks?
Played in public with your significant other? - Um... if this means what I think this means, then, yes, I probably have.

Well, Now that that is finally over and done with, I am going to go listen to linkin park now. And then I am going to watch some anime, that I just got in the mail!

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neversoftsk8er — 2005-11-12T01:11:29-05:00

Well, things have been interesting lately.
I think Our team at school has finally pulled together.We are finally all on the same page with the detication we need. But things are looking better.
A couple days ago me and a friend started talking about sports. Well, We were talking about how terrel Owens got suspended indefinitly. Then he pops of to say that Foot Ball doesn't take any skill at all. Well, I thought he was just playing at first, well, It turns out that he wasn't. So I debated about this with him for about 10 mins. He started to say that he could Burn every pro in the NFL today. I just laughed at him at this point. For one, I just want to clear one thing up. How In the hell are you going to say that FOOT BALL doesn't take any skill at all. It takes alot of skill. I would like to see you get hit by a 350+ line man and get right back up. I don't know. I got my point accross to him finaly. So yeah.
Also, today was a carnavel thing at school. All the sixth graders from surrounding towns came to it. I left with a head ache. Thats all I got out of it.
Then after that at 10:55 my teacher was soo awesome, that she gave me and a couple people the rest of the day off. YAY. I went home and got some sleep. And then went over to see my gf later.
That is about all that has been going on. I also found a funny power point that is slamming bush.
WARNING!!!
If you are a bush suporter don't click on the link below or read any further, you might get offended.
So, This is slamming bush, also the pictures are not edited. They are real. here is a link to the power point.Buch power point
I hope you guys/girls like it, and Let me just say this, "Does Every country Deserves the President they get" I will let you all deside that one.

What now biotch???

neversoftsk8er — 2005-11-13T08:11:46-05:00

BIWERNiog

Drama.....Life is like a box of chocolates...And life is just one big trip.

neversoftsk8er — 2005-11-19T01:11:10-05:00

This week has been hectec, I mean, I have lost a friend. A good friend, so I thought. I still think she is. I don't know what is up. She just up and said don't talk to me ever again, that she hates me and that she doesn't like me anymore. I think there is somthing else there that is going on but don't know what. Ohh well, only time will tell. "Life is like a box of chocolates. You never know what you are going to get". or its like on ebig trip. You never know how big a fall it really is. I am just hurt and cunfussed over the whole thing. Its like its not ever her talking. Its someone else. I dunno. I will just have to wait and find out. I can only hope for the best. I know in the end it will all be ok.
Also another one of my friends was being a complete jerk to me.
I will only tell you this.
He is the one giving me rides to and from school right. Well, one day after school, he waits for me to get to his car. I get there and he locks the doors. won't let me in. Keeps on moving the car inches and inches and then just takes off and leaves me there to walk home. Not to mention that my house is right on his way home. So, yeah
thats not even the half of it. I can't say anymore. Its all doen and over with. I think I deserve an apoligy. But, what ever I may get I may not. Who knows......

Well, today I gave blood. 1 pint worth. It was cool. I got a free shirt and some food and stuff. Everyone was telling me that when I sit down, when I try and get up that it would be like WOAH!!! It wasn't . I have had to get blood work on myself done all my life basicaly. I felt sine. Its only 1 pint. Well, other then that. We almost have the competition site done. I have all my sections done, now I am just working on the calendar. I finally figured it out. SInce its done all in java script.. Yeah, I am learing it. Its awesome. When I am done I will have to show you all it. It looks cool I think. Well, I am off to work on it some more laters

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neversoftsk8er — 2005-11-23T07:11:39-05:00

My weekend was cool. Sat.: I went to apply for jobs. I have one of them for sure. All that has to be done is my BG check has to go through. Which is no problem.

Sunday: I did Work. I finished up some work for Class stayed up till 6am monday finishing up that and A friends site that they totally messed up. Just small errors. But I got it all done.

Monday: Went good. Not really any complaints.

Tuesday: Was good, went to school, had a party and was game day. Played the guitar/DDR. Had a good time. Also rocked out to the Eagles.... Went home, spent some time with my GF, and then messed around with a new design I am thinking of for my company web site. also made a flier for my friend Tony for his band. And I am also going to be Designing him a web site for his band. So, that will be cool.

Wednesday: Started off good. Not going to be able to spend any time with my gf because her mom wants to spend the rest of the week with her, when she isn't even going to be home to do so until at night. And when ever she is home she never does do it anyways. Then my beth wouldn't call to ask if I could come over. I wanted her to come over tomorrow to spend thanks giving with me and my mom, dad, sister, and I. But she isn't going to be able to. She is going some where else with her family and I am not invited to it.:( ohh well. I am just not good enough for her mom I guess. I really wanted to see beth today cause the 25th is our Aniversary and I wanted to spend one last day with her because I won't be able to see he until like monday. I have tried calling her all day but nobody picks up. I don't know. I just feel as if I am not good enough for her family. He mom is always talking down about me to others. How I know this. They tell me. Just as any good friend would do. Or your own mom. Yes thats right. She was talking down about me to my mom. In my opinion that is somthing you just don't do. I am sorry. Its not. She won't tell any of this to my face though. She does it behind my back. I hate when people do that. I juast wish she could spend thanksgiving with me Or I could with her. Or just somthing.

In other new: My best friend is doing really good right now. I am happy for him. I want to see him someitme soon. I wish I had the money right now to go fly out there. But I don't.:( Ohh well. In due time.
Everything will get better. As they say "Only time will tell". Well, I should be okay. I hope everyone has a good thanksgiving. laters/

Seth

Happy Thanksgiving!

neversoftsk8er — 2005-11-24T02:11:38-05:00

Its thanksgiving. Me and my mom,dad, and sister are trying to make the best out of it. We don't have much but what we do have we are going try and make work. I amn just happy we are all together. Thast what matters most to me. I could really care less about the food and all that. The rest of my family is not going to be with us this year. And some that are just out of state. So, Hopefully it will all be ok. I hope that you all have a great
THANKSGIVING!

Well, happy thanksgiving and drive safe everyone.

Eating to much can be harsh on your body.

neversoftsk8er — 2005-11-25T07:11:44-05:00

Well, today went a little better. I went to norman to go eat lunch with some of my gamily at Golden Coral. I ate to much.....Then we went back to my grandmas house and all sat around and talked. Then we all went to academy, then to Lowes and then I came home. I am now just playing me up some CRONO TRIGGER... Its a good game. For the SNES. I recommend it to any of you gamers out there that like RPG'S.
Well, Till next time laters.

Seth

What went wrong???

neversoftsk8er — 2005-12-11T12:12:17-05:00

Well, its been awhile since my last update. Things have been really stressfull for me lately. Alot has been going on. This is how I kinda feel like this right now.

Now most of you have proabley heard this song befor and might know what its about. So here it is.

Puddle of Mudd

"She Hates Me"

"Met a girl, thought she was grand
fell in love, found out first hand
went well for a week or two
then it all came unglued
in a trapped trip I can't grip
never thought I'd be the one who'd slip
then I started to realize
I was living one big lie

She fucking hates me
trust
she fucking hates me
la la la love
I tried too hard
and she tore my feelings like I had none
and ripped them away

She was queen for about an hour
after that shit got sour
she took all I ever had
no sign of guilt
no feeling of bad, no

In a trapped trip I can't grip
never thought i'd be the one who'd slip
then I started to realize
I was living one big lie

[Chorus]

that's my story, as you see
learned my lesson and so did she
now it's over and i'm glad
'cause i'm a fool for all i've said

[Chorus]

la la la la la la la la la love
Trust
la la la la la la la la la love
Trust
and she tore my feelings like I had none
she fucking hates me..."

The thoughts that are flowing through my head right now........

neversoftsk8er — 2005-12-11T08:12:59-05:00

If you may have seen from my last entrie. I am trying to express my self by posting up songs. This is how I am feeling like right now, and have been for a while. SOme of you may not get why I feel this way. But those of you who knwo me should. And you mihght want to really look at the lyrics and try to understand it. You might not know why I picked this song. But as I looked at it for a while I relized this is how i am feeling, and have been for a while there is a sort of (Message ) here in this song that I may only see. I don't know. Here t is.

Linkin park

"Easier To Run"

"It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It's so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone

Something has been taken from deep inside of me
The secret I've kept locked away no one can ever see
Wounds so deep they never show they never go away
Like moving pictures in my head for years and years they've played

(If I could change I would take back the pain I would)
(Retrace every wrong move that I made I would)
(If I could stand up and take the blame I would)
(If I could take all the shame to the grave I would)
(If I could change I would take back the pain I would)
(Retrace every wrong move that I made I would)
(If I could stand up and take the blame I would)
(I would take all my shame to the grave)

[Chorus]
It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It's so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone

Sometimes I remember the darkness of my past
Bringing back these memories I wish I didn't have
Sometimes I think of letting go and never looking back
And never moving forward so there'd never be a past

(If I could change I would take back the pain I would)
(Retrace every wrong move that I made I would)
(If I could stand up and take the blame I would)
(If I could take all the shame to the grave I would)
(If I could change I would take back the pain I would)
(Retrace every wrong move that I made I would)
(If I could stand up and take the blame I would)
(I would take all my shame to the grave)

Just washing it aside
All of the helplessness inside
Pretending I don't feel misplaced
It's so much simpler than change

[Chorus]
It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It's so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone

It's easier to run
(If I could change I would take back the pain I would)
(Retrace every wrong move that I made)
It's easier to go
(If I could change I would take back the pain I would)
(Retrace every wrong move that I made I would)
(If I could stand up and take the blame I would)
(I would take all my shame to the grave)"......

That is just how I am feeling. If you look closly you will understand.

True friend ship lasts forever...

neversoftsk8er — 2006-01-04T02:01:22-05:00

This goes out to all friends but, this is mainly pointed in one persons direction. You know who you are.

When you are sad,
I will dry your tears.
When you are scared,
I will comfort your fears.
When you are worried,
I will give you hope.
When you are confused,
I will help you cope.
And when you are lost,
And can't see the light.
I shall be your beacon
Shining ever so bright
This is my oath.
I pledge till the end.
Why you may ask?
Because your my friend.

Best friend...

neversoftsk8er — 2006-01-07T03:01:58-05:00

This Entry Is deticated to one very special person. My Family Jakob Jackson Shoptaw. This one is for you man.
You are like a brother to me. I remember the first time we meet. I was walking down the tracks and so we're you. We kinda bumped into each other. Then it all started. A beautiful friendship that would never end.
So many Great memories, and many more to come. You may be 1000's of miles away from me but you will always be with me. I know we will never lose contact. I will hopefully see you soon. You are the best only one could ask for. This is for you man.

Here are the lyrics to go along with the song.

Queen - You're My Best Friend

Ooh, you make me live
Whatever this world can give to me
It's you, you're all I see
Ooh, you make me live now honey
Ooh, you make me live

Oh, you're the best friend
That I ever had
I've been with you such a long time
You're my sunshine
And I want you to know
That my feelings are true
I really love you
(Ooh) Oh, you're my best friend

Ooh, you make me live

Ooh, I've been wandering round
But I still come back to you (still come back to you)
In rain or shine
You've stood by me girl
I'm happy at home (happy at home)
You're my best friend

Ooh, you make me live
Whenever this world is cruel to me
I got you, to help me forgive - oo oo ooh
Ooh, you make me live now honey
Ooh, you make me live

Oh, you're the first one
When things turn out bad
You know I'll never be lonely
You're my only one
And I love the thing
I really love the things that you do
Oh, you're my best friend

Oh, ooh, you make me live

I'm happy (happy at home)
You're my best friend
Oh, oh, you're my best friend
Ooh, you make me live
Oo oo ooh
You, you're my best friend

You will always be with me. I miss you man. Hope you are doing good.

Light show extravagansa...

neversoftsk8er — 2006-01-11T11:01:15-05:00

It may be a little late for this, but I do not care. It's awesome!

What would you do and change if you were president for one day?

neversoftsk8er — 2006-01-18T11:01:19-05:00

Well, I get paid today. Awesome I know. Well, work has been going good. Had the double shift a couple days in a row, nothing to bad and nothing that I cannot handle. I am working on a new idea for a design I am doing. In involves an oldschool video game. WHen I am done with it you will all see. I might even make a theme for all you mindsayers to use. Who knows at this point. I really am just trying to tweak it right now and add finishing touches to it right now. the main part is done.

In other news: The Colts lost. Well I understand also, they had a lot of stress on them with other things that I will be posting soon enought to explain what I mean about that. It is quite sad really.

I am listening to some music right now. In a good mood. Showers are great. And I am getting ready to go to work. I have made like a couple new friends. Do not call or talk to them, they are really people I work with. They are cool. .

All in all I am doing pretty good. I am going to try and give a couple people a call today. Which I really hope he anwsers his phone. I need to talk to him. Damn, and I am calling long distance. Not cheap you know.LoL. Well, I know what is pretty much going on with him so I understand. But I am still going to try and reasch him, and a couple others.

Ok, well I am going off to work now. Catch all you crazy cool kids later.

Do we really know the exact date and time?

neversoftsk8er — 2006-01-22T03:01:52-05:00

Well, I am having an ok day. Just got doen watching a GREAT movie "Bubble Boy" If you have not seen it here is the plot summery

" "Bubble Boy" is a comedy about a young man who was born without an immune system and has lived his life within a plastic bubble in his bedroom. When he finds out that the woman he has loved since childhood is about to be married at Niagara Falls, he builds a portable bubble suit and ventures into the outside world to win her affections."
Here is a link to the Movie BIO - "Bubble Boy"
Great movie, and I recommend it to any one who likes Comedy/Adventure/Romance movies. It is just a all around good movie. Go see it rent it and watch it...NOW....I said go. Get going, I mean it get out of my face and go see it geeze people what does it take to get through to you to go get up and see the movie...geze..

My past.....

neversoftsk8er — 2006-01-28T03:01:54-05:00

Well, I have been thinking lately about me and my past and everything in it. Well, I was searching Newgrounds for some flashmovies when I came across something that I can relate to when I was younger. My past. I went through all of it and i would like to share it with you all. If you have any questions at all please ask and do not be afraid to ask them. I encourage them to be asked.

Friends are all we have, learn to listen and hear them out.
They just are trying to help us.
Thank you all for helping me in my time of need. I do not know how much I can thank you enough.
Exspecialy the couple that stuck with me till the end. You were the best. Thank you so much. I love you guys. Thanks for everything. Becuase of you I am still alive today. Thank you.

If you had one day left to live, what would you do?

neversoftsk8er — 2006-02-03T04:02:27-05:00

Well, I thought I would finally inform you all of what is going on with me. So for like a week straight I was having severe chest pains. I went to the emergency room and they ran some tests and then Diagnosed me with this, a Irregular Arrhythmia, and a Heart MurMur.

Irregular Arrhythmia - "An arrhythmia is a disturbance of the normal rhythm of the heart. The heart normally beats between sixty and eighty times a minute. Arrhythmia is when the heart rate becomes abnormally rapid, slow and/or irregular."

Heart MurMur - "Heart murmurs are most often caused by defective heart valves. A stenotic (sten-OT'ik) heart valve has a smaller-than-normal opening and can't open completely. A valve may also be unable to close completely. This leads to regurgitation, which is blood leaking backward through the valve when it should be closed."

So the doctor said he was afraid that it might/will advance to something that is really bad. Can not remember what he said it was. The name was long and to medicaly advanced I guess. Or I was just already in shock from the other information that I was not paying attention. Who knows. My doctor and mom were talking in secret a lot. I am going to try and find a heart doctor or something and follow up on this. I will say this. I am not going to let this stand in my way of doing what I planned on doing before I found this out, or doing what I love, like to do, or just have fun.

Also in other news: Wednesday was supossed to be pay day but after work when I clocked out I asked for my check and it could not be found. We looked through the pile like a million times. We searched the store top to bottow also. Nicole one of the managers on duty at the time said that she would call corp. in the morning and tell me what is going on.
So I get there and she calls them, straightens everything out. For some reason they did not send it. We do not know why they just did not. I am getting my check today, that would be friday. I needed it wednesday cause I had to make a deposit on my apartment and buy some things, but ohh well. I just laughed at the whole thing. My mom is the manager of the apartment complex but she had to tell her boss what was going on to give me more time. So yeah.
If you are wondering why I was laughing I will tell you why.
Why get mad and all pissy over it all? It is not going to bring it back faster or make it apear. Why be in a bad/pissy/upset mood when you can just laugh at it all and still be in a good mood?
I think I made my point with that little Bit of information.
Well I will catch all you laters and take it easy.

If you could FLY where would you go first?

neversoftsk8er — 2006-02-07T02:02:47-05:00

Ok, so tonight at work some interesting things happend.
Well the fist thing that happend was that Travis thougth he would be funny and got some ice and then put it in a cup. Ok, this ice was not your average ice. Huge cubes of it and then he went being Cliff and poured it down the back and front of his shirt. Cliff jumped back about 5 feet into the freezer door. He fell to the floor after that. LMAO it was funny, to see cliff jump up and down and all around like that was just funny. After that cliff keep trying to get travis back, but travis was always on gaurd.

Then Chris tried to be funny and do the same thing as travis did to cliff. Only LoL Chris was following cliff around with a little cone cup filled with ice acting like there is water in it and trying to drink it. Well cliff was infront of chris and then stopped leaned froward and stuck his foot back into the balls of chris. OUCH... He asked for that one. Then later when he was feeling better, well a little better. Travis then hit chris in the balls for no reason, bringing chris down to his kness instantly. He even hit his head. Well, I thought it was BS cause he had already been kicked there once and he did not do anything to deserve that again.
So, Travis goes and talks to the manager and then the manager comes in and tells chris he has to leave.
First off, WTF! He did not do anything wrong then. He was just nailed in the balls. I asked the manager about it and she sadio he was not doing his job and was horse playing. Which was total BS cause I was right next to chris while it happend we were both making roll ups when travis came up on the side of him and nailed him.
Well, then Travis walked up to me and said "Dude did you see that shit? He went down to his knees so fast, he is a pussy." .
-.-
I told him "Travis first off, how would you react if you got hit in the balls? My guess the same." "So you are just as much as a pussy as him then".
He did not have anything else to say after that. He was so frustrated. LoL

Well, after all that happend, Cliff brought in his stereo and we jammed out while working. Me and cliff were dancing and we got some others to also dance. Then when closing came a long it was just me and cliff theer with the manager. Got all out closing duties done. Then we went into the Reach in(AKA: The freezer for all the thawd out food and vegies) and saw that nothing had been doen in there. No one did there job, so me and him had to clean the whole dang thing. They did nothing in there. It was such a mess. I started to sweep in theer and when I bent down to sweep under the steel racks My back started hurting really bad.
I went home and then took a hot shower and it feels a little better. I have to work 11-11 again today. Ohh well.Cliff said he might take my night shift. So that would be cool.
That was basically my night. There was a little more that happend but that is for a next time or when ever you all want to ask.....Laters

If you could meet anyone in the world right now, who would it be and why?

neversoftsk8er — 2006-02-13T10:02:30-05:00

Well, The Pro Bowl was on sunday. I thought it was good. Nothing really to complain about except that the QB line up was weird. Very weird. And I just wish Carson Palmer would have been able to play but he will be back in spring training. That is very good for the bengals. Every one played good. The final score was NFC - 23 AFC - 17. THe game was pretty good. A lot of players did not get to play in the game because of a injury. Which sucks. That is all for now. I hope some of you all watched it.

If you could have any super power what would it be?

neversoftsk8er — 2006-02-23T03:02:50-05:00

Ok, so a lot has been going on lately. First off I am to start off by writing something towards 2 indeviduals. If they are reading this they know who they are.

Over the past couple or more months it seems that you two have some sort of grudge against me. From what I hace heard and seen in youre actions. You both say you care for me and want to be my friends. But go behind my back and say shyt about me.
For one. If you want to be friends with me and you care so much, why block me on aim, mindsay, and not return my calls? If you have a problem with me take it up with me, not go behind my back and say crap.
I recieved a IM conversation from a friend of mine that that person had with one of the TWO friends. She thought I should see it and sent it to me unknowingly. Well, from what I read in that convo, this FRIEND is no friend at all. Altough I know that person and know they are a good person and I am not going to judge them. Nor anyone.
I would like to know why you two are doing this. You claim you want to be my friend and care SOOO much for me. Yet you completly shun me away and say shyt behind my back? What is up with that guys? Are we in kendergarder again? Seriously.

Well If you want to talk to me and try and figure things out and communicate, you know where to find me.

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Well other then that things have been vety busy, and stressfull. I signed the lease and did all the paper work for my 2 bed room apartmenta nd will be moving into it very soon. I am happy about that. Work is going good. Going to the club and around tulsa this weekend with my buddy cliff. It should be interesting, Well I will catch you all laters.

Life...

neversoftsk8er — 2006-02-23T09:02:36-05:00

"That which does not kill us, is that which makes us stronger."

Will I die tonight?

Concert....

neversoftsk8er — 2006-02-28T02:02:51-05:00

So I was at work today and as I was nearing the end of my shift the managers walk up to me and one of them (Megan) asks me "Hey what are you doing tonight?", I say "Nothing, why?". She then says "Would you like to go to the ColdPlay concert with me" I said "Sure, I would love to". She then asks me "Do you work tonight?" I say "I think so" She goes" Well you need to find a replacment". I said ok and I got off and called my buddy Chris and he said he would cover me. I told him I would buy him dinner for covering for me. When we got theyre Feona Apple did a great performace and then cold play came out and the opening act was just so awesome. They started off with a timer on the jumbo screen that was set to 15. something. It was sweet. Then later in one of theyre songs they let yellow baloons fall from the ceiling and they baloons were filled with glitter. Watching them bounce all around and move with the lights, music, feeling, ect.. was just so magical. All and all it was just so awesome. I had a great time. That is all for now.

What colors are you shinning? We both know what they are.........

neversoftsk8er — 2006-03-03T02:03:15-05:00

This post is to one person, and one person only. You will know who you are.

*AHEM*

"Can you feel it crush you does it seem to bring the worst in you out
There's no running away from these things that hold you down
Do they complicate you because they make you feel like this
Of all the colors that you've shine this is surely not your best
But you should know these colors that you're shining are

Surely not the best colors that you shine
Surely not the best colors that you shine

I know you feel alone yeah and no one else can figure you out
But don't you ever turn away from the ones that help you down
Well they'd love to save you don't you know they love to see you smile
But these colors that you've shined are surely not your style

But you should know these colors that you're shining are

Surely not the best colors that you shine
Surely not the best colors that you shine

I know you're feeling like you're lost
But you should know these colors that you're shining are

I know you're feeling like you're lost you feel you've drifted way too far
Did you know these colors that you’re shining are

Surely not the best colors that you shine
Surely not the best colors that you shine

(Surely not the best)
I know you're feeling like you're lost
(Colors that you shine)
But you should know these colors that you're shining are
(Surely not the best)
I know you're feeling like you're lost you feel you've drifted way too far
Did you know these colors that you're shining are"

Dear friends.......

neversoftsk8er — 2006-03-22T07:03:15-05:00

So, You all think you can go behind my back and say shyt about me and it be cool? So be it. What do you think you are proving? I saw one thing today when I saw you both. COWARDS! You could not even look me in my eyes or at me or say anything to me? Comon guys. ALl this crap but yet you cannot tell it to my face? You know what you have proved to me by all this. You are full of crap and cowards/pussies. Have a nice life you all. I am done letting some little punck bull shyt get to me. So what you are saying shyt about me. Be effing woopde effing du. Feel better? Get youre jollies of in the process? Well good for you. You are cowards. Kids. Grow up seriously. Like I said after this post, you all are nothing to me anymore. Good day bradley, good day josh. and josh two.

If you could be any animal, what would you be?

neversoftsk8er — 2006-03-23T05:03:30-05:00

Ok people of mindsay. I need youre help now. I am taking a survey and need all those who want to contribute to do so. It is not hard. Just listen up guys/girls.

If you could have any 2 games right now what would they be?

I need youre names and 2 games in the reply if you would.
Thank you all for youre help and have a great day.

-Sethiroth

To clear things up some....

neversoftsk8er — 2006-03-29T11:03:50-05:00

Ok so there has been now a incident that has happend that has been turnd around against me now. Words twisted and some things said that were not true and did not happen. To read this persons version of what happend click this coming up link ------ Josh's version -------- Now after you read that check below here to read what actually happend.

*AHEM*
I was down in and around OKC, Choctaw, and other areas. I needed to talk to josh for a couple reasons. One of the was I have a game of his that I was wanting to return to him and I had some questions for him as to why he was doing what he was doing. Moving on now.
I go to his work, walk in and Sam is there. I have met this girl once before when Josh picked me up And I went to church with him. Ok I walk into the store saw her actually got her name mixed up at first but soon corrected that mistake. Here is our conversation.....

Me: Is josh around or working today?
Sam: No he is not.
Me: Do you know when he will be working next?
Sam: I think friday you might try then.
Me: Can you tell him seth stopped by to see him?
Sam: Yes I can.
as I am starting to leave the store she asked me: What is this about? So I told her..
Me: I have a game of his I need to return and he has been saying shyt behind my back about me to everyone and blocked me from everything wont return my calls.
Sam: *Shocked look* (The one where they are like, Ohh no that does not seem like the person I know) Well just don't bring your troubles in the store. Take them outside.
Me: I know. I just wanted to ask him some things.
Sam: Well just do not bring them inside the store.
Me: Well could you tell him seth stopped by?
Sam: Sure.

I then looked around the store and was wondering if the had a bundle sale for the XBOX 360 and how much it was so I proceeded to ask her. She told me and then I said thank you and left.
If you are reading this josh and you do not believe me request to see the security camera tapes. I have nothing to hide to go ahead and look. I do not see how she got I demanded anything. Like I said take a look at the tapes if you do not believe me dude.
I also read teh comments some people left about what Josh wrote or his version and again it just goes to show you how much we pass judgment on things for just hearing or reading something. I mean comon get serious you are going to automatically believe someone just because they say something about someone you do not even know? And not to mention did not even ask the person the stuff is being said about. Seriously people.

Anywho on with this I feel I have kinda made it long and drawn out and I am sorry for that. But props to anyone who reads it all. I would just like to know others opimions on this. If you would give them. Also to clear something else up.
When I went to the Vo-Tech my old school. To see my old teacher who was very happy to see me. I went up to two students Also another josh and bradley. Two others that had been saying shyt about me and all that. Well I went up to them and said this.
Me: What is up guys? How is it going josh? How is it going bradley?
They could not even look me in the face or say anything back to me. I was being nice asking them how they were. I mean seriously could they have not atleast said something? I guess not. And for josh to go on saying what I did when he was not even there for any of the ocasions is kinda messed up. I am not asking anyone to take my side or anything so do not think I am.
On another note: Do you think this is rigfht or what do you think about it in the first place.

A friend of mine who we did like each other at a point and time but never dated or anything of the sort well she says this to me one day finally.

Her: You broke my heart.
Me: "How did I break your heart?"
Her: "By being the realistic person that you are".
Me: "So basically for being me?"
Her"Yes".

For one I never had her heart, and how do you break something you do not have? We were just friends. Anywho I would like to close with this......

"That which does not kill us, is that which makes us stronger."
    - Friedrich Nietzsche

To you Mom, dad, and Jakob......

neversoftsk8er — 2006-04-07T10:04:40-05:00

Blue October - Hate me

"Children: If you're sleeping, are you dreaming, if you're dreaming are you dreaming of me? I can't believe YOU ACTUALLY MISS ME....

Mother: Hi Justin! This is your mother it is 2:33 on Monday afternoon. I was just calling to see how you were doing. You sounded really uptight last night, it made me a little nervous, and a little, well it made me nervous, but it sounded like you were nervous too. I just want to make sure you are really okay and wanted to see if you were checking in on your medication too. You know I love ya. Take care honey, I know you're under a lot of pressure. See ya. Bye Bye!

(Verse 1)
I have to block out thoughts of you, so i don't loose my head
They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed
Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I'm alone
Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home
There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of peace is all I want for you, Will you never call again?
And will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face
And will you never try to reach me, it is I that wanted space

(Chorus)
Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me so you can finally see whats good for you

(Verse 2)
I'm sober now for 3 whole months, it's one accomplishment that you helped me with
The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing that I won't touch again
In a sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight
You never doubted my warped opinoins on things like suicidal hate
You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take
So I'll drive so fucking far away that I'll never cross your mind
And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind

(Chorus)
Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you
Hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see whats good for you

(Verse 3)
And when the sad hard eyes say bye to you and wave
Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I have made
And like a baby boy I never was a man
Until I saw your blue eyes cry and I held your face in my hand
And then I fell down yelling make it go away,
Just make her smile come back and shine just like it used to be
And then she whispered "How could you do this to me?"

(Chorus)
Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you
Hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see whats good for you

Children: If you're sleeping, are you dreaming, if you're dreaming are you dreaming of me. I can't believe YOU ACTUALLY MISS ME....

Girl: Hey Justin! x12+"

Writing again......

neversoftsk8er — 2006-04-15T01:04:43-05:00

Ok, I used to write a lot when I was younger. Mostly poems and short stories. I got what is so called to be "Writers block" when I was about 13. It recently cleaered I believe a month ago and I just recently started writing again. Here is something I wrote tonight. Feel free to give your honest opinions on it.

A brother among brothers, A friend among friends
The door opens.
A letter appears.
The address on it, states from someone near…
Near at heart, and once by side…
With every second going by…
You start to tear.
And start to cry.
For you know who it is.
And wondering why…
Why he waited this long…
To send a hi.

"Life can be whatever you want it to be"

neversoftsk8er — 2006-04-17T11:04:11-05:00

Here is another poem I wrote. This is the poem I wrote before "A brother among brothers, A friend among friends." Leave your comments and opinions on this poem or my other one if you would please.

Escape from Misery
I hear the screams
down the hall
they cry for me.
Tell me things,
things which hold horror
like a gun that sits with a bullet in the chamber
waiting for the one to pick it up and pull the trigger
ending it all with one mighty pull
with a burst of flames and fire
sending the bullet flying into the brain surrounded and enraged with anger
to end the pain for now
only to start the pain again later
the misery never dies
only delayed for an hour.
The hour goes by.…
Then he comes.…
Comes to take you away.…
Away to a place.
A place of exile.
A place of misery to escape misery.

A deal that is said to end all misery that starts misery?
A place that is known only by those who temp fate?
A place that is known to all who take up the gun?
A place that no ones knows of but only dreams of?
A place that temps all fade away to, to end all pain?

But by doing this, it only sustains the pain.
In this place,
this place of exile,
the pain will return.
Greater then before.
Greater then imagined.
Greater then you could ever comprehend
only takes a couple seconds to end it all
to get a couple minutes of relief…
only to go back to the pain we tried to escape.
Tried to run from
Tried to forget.

Some by picking up the bottle
Some by picking up the blade
Some by picking up the gun, and releasing the pain.
Some by picking up drugs
And some by pills.

Doing what we can to escape all that is real.
Doing what we can to stop hurting inside.
Doing what we can.
What we can to end all misery.
Misery within our selves.
Only to start back in a hell.

Katanawa watashi no tamashides

neversoftsk8er — 2006-04-28T11:04:19-05:00

Well not a lot been going on. Soom drama but you can never get away from that. I tore a ligament in my wriste at work thursday. I am going to be off work until it heals completly. Kinda sucks. I got a Cell Phone the other day. A Razor V3. I am talking to a friend of mine about going into business with him. Building and rebuilding computers. Computer tech. I have been trying to find someone he knows as much as me or a little more. I have found someone guys. We have ideas for right now. But it is in progress. Also I am going to see BB kings last performance this may :D. I am going to the blues feast and taking my mom with me. She should be happy. SHe also has to have surgery on her neck soon. She is feeling better though. Anywho catch you all laters.

Mata Na.

What if everyone was a flower? What would ife be like then?

neversoftsk8er — 2006-05-01T07:05:41-05:00

Well I would like to show everyone something I made not to long ago. I think you all should see it now. I have prolonged the unveiling of my peice for to long now. SO here it is everone. Click this link Saito Sethiroth.
I used "FireWorks" for all the editing. My filters are messed up so I could not use them. It is not great although please tell me what you think. Laters.

One forgotten hero...

neversoftsk8er — 2006-05-03T08:05:28-05:00

Have we all forgotten one small hero? Or is he really a hero at all? Or maybe just maybe it was the both of them that were the "Hero". You be the judge. For now a raging and growing war is building up between these two "hero's" and what will come of this all? You be the judge. Click here to watch as it all is told.

What would you do if you were a chipmonk with ultra super human powers?

neversoftsk8er — 2006-05-06T04:05:32-05:00

Ok, so last night I went to the Drive in movies. I saw "Mission Impossible III" which btw is so totally worth seeing. They have redeemed theyre selfs. After That movie ended me and my friend carole walked around for a bit and then I noticed I got a text message from my gay guy friend mason. He was at "Magoos" which is a Bar/Pool hall. He wanted me to come out there and hand out with him and his sister. I told him I would call him back in 10 minutes.

The movie that was coming on next either of us had ever heard of and did not know what it was about. So I told her we will watch 15 minutes of it and if you don't like it we can leave and go to magoos. She said ok with a smile. So yeah the time went by and it was not very appealing I do not even remember the title of it. So I called mason back and told him we were coming out there and he was happy. So we get there within 10 minutes and walk in and there he was (Note I had not seen mason in a year to a year and a half.) Sitting at a table listening to the band which btw was kick ass.(Local band) Also on the dance floor it was so cute seeing these old couple out there jiggling around dancing. I wish I had taken a picture it was sooooo cuuuute.

Anywho, We went and reserved a pool table about a 30 minutes wait which turned into a 45 minutes wait but it was all good. I intro duced everyone to carole and vice versa and then carole went off and sat by the dance floor. I told mason to hold on and I went to talk to her. She told me to go and hand out with my friend and catch up with him but at first I would not and was trying to get her to come ver with us. She said it was ok and to just go hang with him, but being the person I am I could not let this happen so what I did and I think was the right thing to do was I went back and forth inbetween them. Like every 5 minutes. So then after awile I went over to carole and told her the table was ready. (Also carole is not really the social type around people she does not know) So she went over there and finally she started talking which was so awesome!

Anywho we were playing pool. His sister had a "Date/meeting" with a guy she had been talking with online for awhile. He looked like a creep no offense to the guy and he outfit did not match one bit. Mason and I were talking about that. And the pick up line he used on her when he walked in was so funny. "When I was walking down the sidewalk and I saw you the song "Dream weaver" popped into my head". That is funny to me. I mean out of all the songs he picked he picks dream weaver? XDXDXD!

Anywho, after that we were all playing pool and carole was just sitting and talking we were playing teams. at first it was Me and mason and Chris and Kellsey. (Kellsey is masons sister and chris is kellsey's "Date") We started and I was pretty much the only one making shots. After while of playing and switing up the teams I finally got carole to play one game with us before magoos closes. So we played one last game and it was fun. We all had a good time.

Also, chris I believe said maybe 5 words the whole night. (((Chris <---- WEIRDO))):-P.
So after that game we all went outside talked for awhile and left around 2. Carole and I went back to my apartment and talked for like a couple hours then we went to sleep.

Well people that was my friday night. I do have to say mason looks a hell of a lot better since the last time I saw him. Well untile next time, laters everybody!

---Sethiroth---

What would you do if you lost the one person you truly loved?

neversoftsk8er — 2006-05-10T01:05:35-05:00

I was in a Sad emoish depressed kind of mood last night and looking for Sad anime love stories and cam across this Sad Korean Love Story by: Steventho. Very touching and brought a couple tears to my eyes when I watched it. I hope all of you like it and respect it as much as I do.

Friends or not?

neversoftsk8er — 2006-05-11T05:05:41-05:00

So my mom is in surgery right now and I do not know how she is doing and I am awaiting word from my dad on what is going on. I am worried as hell and do not know what to do. I went up to see her before they took her back but when I got there she was already back there :(. I would like to thank 4 people and FOUR PEOPLE ONLY!!! for being there when I needed them and still are.

Carole, Carolyn, Ally, and Nikee.
Carole for taking me to see my mom even though we didn't make it on time it is ok. I really thank you. It means a lot to me. Thank you for being there for me and sticking by my side as long as you could.
Thank you carolyn for being there for me when I needed you and caring and trying to help in anyway you could And thank you for comforting me also. I thank you.
Nikee and ally. Thank you guys for being there and trying to help and comfort me in your own little ways. Thank you.

Now to all who I told what was going on and showed nothing or just said "Ohh ok", or " ahh that sucks" and that was it or to all who just said nothing. I am not mad at you.... Just disappointed in you guys. I thought we were closer then that and it seems to be that we are not. Even though I was there for you guys all thoses times I get this. Ohh well. I still love you guys and I am not going to hold this against you. I wish you guys the best in life.

Thank you all Carole, Carolyn, Ally, And nikee. You all mean so much to me. I will never forget you guys! I love you all.

In closing I would just like to say... I am very greatful to know such great friends as You guys Carolyn, Carole, Nikee, and Ally. Thank you friends :)

WoW..... Huh?

neversoftsk8er — 2006-05-28T06:05:20-05:00

Ok so I have not blogged in a while. I have been very very busy latly. Between work, My side business, and friends and family I just do not have time to get online that often it seems.   Now to tell you a little about my plans for the summer.

I am thining about taking a road trip to see a few friends. One of them though needs to reply to me back or call me so I can find out where he is living and when I can come out there. SO far he has not replied to anything from me. Ohh well. If I do not hear anything from him (Him would be Jakob shoptaw)
I will be forced not to go to cali and ther other two. Where I can see Carolyn who is located in GA. Nikee and ally in NYC. SO yeah can't wait. That is it for now another long night for me. Laters,.

Rock music just got a whole lot better!

neversoftsk8er — 2006-06-23T06:06:10-05:00

Ok... I know it has been awhile since I last updated and I am sorry. I have been exstreamly busy as of late. In other news... I have been watching and listening to a group I heard some time ago on the radio... They're album is in stores every where and if you like rock you should like this. The Group is called She Wants Revenge. You can also check them out right here. Hope you all like them.

Sad times.........

neversoftsk8er — 2006-07-20T04:07:49-05:00

Well... I know I have not made a entry in a while and I am truly sorry, but I have been extremely busy latly. After helping my mom and dad pay off they're bills and help them move I found myself over drawn in my bank $476.70 and on top of that I am having to move myself because since I have moved into the apartment I am currently in since Febuary 2, 2006 They have not finished my apartment.. I will list a few major things..... The kitchen and spare bedroom needs painted & cleaned, doors need to be put on the bedrooms, Mold needs to be taken care of in the spare bedroom.... Ect.....   None of it has been done and that is not mentioning the drama bullshyt included also. So I am moving into a new apartment and my move in date is July 29th, 2006. I already payed the APP. Fee and the Deposit on the apartment now all my GF and I have to worry about is the first months rent and the deposit on the electric. Although back to my old apartment I have all this months bills to worry about but I have no money to do so with. I do not even have money to get to work tonight or any other night. I have went and called around to loan places to get a loan but they have denied me since I have not lived in tulsa or around it for a year or worked consistenly at my job for 6 months. I have went to pawn shops to try and pawn my stuff but not near enough what I need. Ontop of this I am one that does not ask people for money or anything. I have always been self sufficient and rarly have I ever asked people for anything and when I have I always paid them back. People I have helped before have turned me down for help. I am not mad at them just a little disapointed. I do not get paid until july 27 of this month and kelsi my gf does not get paid till the 28th. I gave kelsi my last 14 dollars... 10 for gas for her to get to work today and 4 for some cigaretts. My mom and dad are broke also living in my grandma's RV in a cow pasture and my grandma wont help me. Ohh well ...... I do not know what I will do and how I will get back and forth to work but maybe something will happen. Although does not look like it will anytime soon. I do not know what else I can try and do :( I feel like shyt for not being able to support kelsi or any one else such as to help my mom and dad or anything. Well I am going to go for now and try and think of something. Hope everyone is doing great and take care love you all. Laters.

If you could be a rock star what decade would you reign in?

neversoftsk8er — 2006-08-02T12:08:03-05:00

Well I moved... I no longer live in coweta... I am currently living in tulsa in a much, much, MUCH better community/neiborhood and apartment complex. Also a better apartment. Kelsi and I are doing much better and I think I found a better job also. I have an interview with them tomorrow. Well I have to leave for now. catch you all later.

-Seth

"Your a crazy bitch, but you fuck so good I'm on top of it"

neversoftsk8er — 2006-08-26T09:08:42-05:00

Just a quick update....

Been a long week. Glad the weekend is here. A friend of mine kevin is staying with me and my GF until he can get his own place. He works with me also so it works out pretty well.

Kevin and I have been playing some Fight Night Round 3 latly and damn have we had some good matches. I can only hope for more to come. Also my mom and dad brought me a bar table with two barstools yesterday and I will be putting them in my apartment today sometime.

Football started and I am excited. Can't wait to see what all this year has to offer. One thing is for sure... This is going to be one hell of a season :).

Well that is about it for now. Take care everyone and have a great day:)

~Sethiroth